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Old December 29th, 2012, 15:21
kaza kaza is offline
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Default Horrid week

Hi all

What a horrid time this has been both me and Rachel have almost had a breakdown.

I cannot get Rachel out of the house she follows me everywhere even to the bathroom. I cannot get her to visit friends. If I suggest anything she says she only wants to be with me.

Which is ok, but I think that her dad,s death is just hitting her now. Well we tried Christmas at home and it is horrid we will be going away from now on.

I have had a terrible time, I am telling people not to visit us as soon as we open the front door I am in tears. Then the stupid question comes. What's wrong?

What wrong I say bursting into tears, what has upset you. So I screamed the love of my life died and left me and Rachel in this cruel world. So really nothing is wrong, want a cup of tea.

I mean some people just don't get it. How on earth do we move on how do we cope. I spent the day trying to find a quick and painless way to exit this world. Only to get myself so upset to the point where I was sobbing like a baby in my bedroom.

Life is so cruel, I work with the most horrid people in this world you commit crimes and every day I look at them and say it should have been you not my husband.

Well there is another rant and rave.

Love and prayers to all
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