My husband passed away 6 months ago from cancer. He fought it for 2 1/2 years but the cancer took over. This man was my best freind, husband,soulmate we did EVERYTHING together!! I thought it would get easier but with the holidays approaching it has gotten worse!! All I do is cry , work and sleep. I joined a grief group it makes me more depressed to see us all crying.He loved the holidays, he would dress up as Santa and pass out candy canes to others taking chemo or at the hospital. He was such a loving caring man!!!This was my second marriage and we had been married for 10 years when he passed. I can't seem to function without him and I feel so alone!!! I have 4 beautiful kids but they are all married with families of their own. They come by on weekends and call me during the week to check on me but I still feel alone!! I miss him sooooo much!!!