Jacquie and Bradg,
You both gave me the encouragement to feel good about what I am doing. Bradg I agree wiith you about solitude and lonliness. I feel the lonliness most at night in the empty house, but i like the solitude when i walk in the morning. I talk to my husband all the time and that makes me feel a little bit less lonely. I just wish and want to be able to touch him and see him again.