Frozen in time
Its 6 months today my darling husband 41 collapsed at work from a massive heart attack, my world fell apart that day, 3 days later the machines were turned off. It feels so strange that its 6 months I feel like I have been frozen in time. Time has taken on a really strange feeling. I look back and think well im doing better than I was this time six months ago at least I can swallow food now, I remember people telling me I had to eat but I just could not swallow it. It all seems so unreal that this happened to me I remember thinking I was standing looking through someones window and it was happing to them and I was going to go home and tell the hubby what had happened to this poor family, but it wasn't happing to someone else it was happing to our family. I love and miss him every minute of every day.