Originally Posted by Patrice
I would have thought the first year with me crying everyday would have gotten the sadness of his death out of me..
Again it is a question of degree. I doubt it will ever be TOTALLY "out of you" but you should sooner or later be able to have it under control and not cry too much, certainly not every day, and it should be tempered with the happiness of good times shared and the people who are still in your life. Basically the pain should get smaller and less acute or sharp. Just hope that you are not getting "stuck" in intense grief. I am frankly but it's been too soon so I am not (yet) concerned.